Father God, I don't want to be here. No, I don't want to be treated like this. I don't mind my job, or the driving even. But to be treated like this - like I'm stupid, unworthy, useless & incompetent... like an inexperienced baby... this I don't like. This I don't want.
I don't know how to handle it.
I'm missing my kids in exchange for a heavy heart made shiny with money. I don't think the money is worth it anymore. No amount of money is worth my peace or my little time with my kids.
Father God, I need Your help.
I have to forgive Ronel, I have to forgive Roelf & Werner & everybody else who condones and enables this behavior. But I don't know how. I am really angry. So angry.
Please help me, Father God.
Please help me.
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